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Thursday, June 15, 2006
ما بين الأمس واليوم وغدا

عندما يمتلئ رأس أحدنا بكثير من الأفكار و الخيالات و الأمور العجيبة يحب أن يفرغها و يسجلها و يحفظها قبل أن تتبخر و تتلاشى.
لما كنت لا أزال صغيرة و حتى بعمر المراهقة كنت احتفظ بدفتر صغير مع قلم حبر أو قلم رصاص تحت وسادتي!!
لا ادري لماذا كانت الأفكار لا يحلو لها التجوال و النشاط في عقلي إلا وقت النوم.
كنت استلقي مثل باقي الناس أحاول أن أدع النوم يتسلل لعيوني و لعقلي ليريحني قليلا من العناء والتعب طوال اليوم ، لكن لا ... أفكاري وقتها تعلن العصيان و تبدأ تهاجمني و تجبرني على مسايرتها والسهر معها. مهما قاومتها تظل تلح و من فكرة إلى فكرة من حلم إلى أخر من خيال لخيال أكبر ... وهكذا يمر أغلب ليلي أفكر و أسرح بخيالي الوردي ...يا لها من أفكار بلهاء غريبة عجيبة ، لكن بعضها يكون رائع ... هل سأظل احتفظ بها إلى الصبح ، في الصباح بالكاد أتذكر ما حلمته بالليل فما بال فكرة عابرة أو كلمات منسابة كقطرات ماء تتبخر مع طلوع الفجر . لهذا كنت احتفظ بالدفتر ، الفكرة التقطها و أسجلها مباشرة قبل أن تهرب مني لأجدها في الصباح و أتذكر ما سهرت أفكر به طوال الليل.
كان الدفتر والقلم هما الملازمين لي أغلب أوقاتي، الآن لم يعد الأمر كذلك ، لقد احتل الكمبيوتر المكان ، فاستبدلت الورقة بشاشة الكمبيوتر و القلم بلوحة المفاتيح . أجزم أن العشرات بل المئات مثلي أصابتهم عدوى و فيروس الكمبيوتر في كل حياتهم. حتى لحظات الإلهام و القريحة لا تنزل إلا و أنا أمام الكمبيوتر و أنا استخدم لوحة المفاتيح . لم نعد طبيعيين كالسابق ، لم أعد أحاول إبداع خطي و انتقاء الأوراق و الأقلام ... لم اعد أضيف لمساتي الخاصة الشخصية التي لا يمكن نسخها و لصقها للورقة لم أعد أشعر بما اكتب ...كلماتي كنت المسها و أتحسسها ، لم اعد اشعر بتلك العلاقة الوثيقة مع ما اكتبه...

لم اعد أتطلع إلى النجوم بالليل أفكر كيف هي الحياة هناك و هل يمكن أن نصل هناك
ماذا لو كنا نملك أجنحة كالعصافير...
لم اعد أتابع حركات النمل في الخارج و أنا أتخيل أنها "فيردي" النملة السوداء في الرسوم المتحركة و أتمنى لو أتقلص و أصغر لأدخل و أرى بيوت النمل أو ادخل خلية نحل
أشياء كثيرة اشعر أنها انسلخت مني غصبا عني.
لا ادري لماذا كلما كبرنا كلما أصبح خيالنا محدود بما نعرفه ، هل أنا واهمة ، أليس بعض المخترعين الكبار اعتبروهم أغبياء سذج لا فائدة ترجى منهم لأنهم لم يركزوا في الدراسة المفروضة بل شغلوا وفتحوا خيالهم. لا اقصد بهذا أن لا نسعى للعلم ، ولكن ما بالنا لا نترك للخيال مساحة و للأفكار رغم بساطتها غبائها سخافتها فقد تقودنا يوماً ما إلى شيء جديد إلى اختراع جديد ...ربما لا يكون منطقي أو قابل للتصديق و لكن لما لا ؟
لم يعد الخيال عندي بمثل تلك الضخامة التي كانت عندي قبل سنوات.
لقد بدأ خيالي يجف و ينضب كــ ينبوع قارب على الجفاف
هانا ذا أمام الكمبيوتر
أطبع ما في فكري و لم تعد الورقة و القلم تحت وسادتي
فهل سيأتي يوم أتخلى فيه عن كمبيوتري و أطبع ما بعقلي مباشرة في شريحة مخزنة بداخلي أينما كنت!!! وبهذا لا ابحث عن ما أسجل به أفكاري!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Past, present and future

When your brain is full with ideas and imagination, you would to unpack it, record it and keep it before it gone and evaporate.
I used in my childhood and adolescence to keep a small notebook and pen under my pillow, so when ever a wild idea cross my mind I will record it.
I don't know why my great ideas and imagination love to play and woke up when I lie back in my bed to sleep at night. When I seek a rest time at night, my crazy ideas and thoughts announce rebellion against me… and my rest time. So, they started to attack me and force me to go along with them and increase the circle of thoughts and go so far all night. What a stupid damn thoughts, but sometimes I think it's good ideas… I'm a genius!! So can I keep the ideas till morning!! I don't think so…I don't even remember what I have dreamt last night. So, I keep that notebook and pen under my pillow to help me hunt the ideas and record them before they run away.
The notebook and the pen were my fellows most of the time, but now I replaced them with the PC. I replace the papers with the monitor and the pen with the keyboard. I believe that 10s…not 100s like me has been infected by this. I don't say its bad thing, but we lost the way we got our ideas…in natural way. Not typing it like a report…I used to write by my handwriting…choose the finest papers and colorful pens...I used to put my own touch on the paper not only cut and paste. I lost the connection with my writings...not the same feelings and same bond.
I don't look at the stars as I used to do. Wishing to reach them one day, to go there and how if we have a wings like birds…so we can fly and go higher in the sky!

I don't follow the ants line wishing to shrink and be in their size so I can go to their homes and see their rooms…or go to beehives too (sorry, I was silly child infected by the black ant Ferdy cartoon).
All that has been detached from me!

I don't know why I feel that when we growing up our wild imagination fall down. Is that me or what? the great inventors considered as failures in their schools, but they were geniuses and let their wild imaginations lead them to create unbelievable things!
We should seek knowledge and education and in the same time support our funny, silly, unreasonable maybe, imaginations.
My imagination "believe it or not" isn't that Huge and Wild as it was before!!!

Here I am typing for you what's in my mind now and there is no notebook or pen under my pillow!
Is there time will come that enable us to save our thoughts by using Chips or something inside our bodies anytime anywhere !!

posted by Sama Oman @ 11:29 AM  
23 Comments:
  • At June 15, 2006 12:59 PM, Blogger Jeff said…

    Do you have any of those books?

    Maybe you could post something you wrote when you were a child...sorry, I mean, an ant or a star.

    And I'm still waiting for another sketch from the talented artist!

     
  • At June 15, 2006 5:45 PM, Blogger gmr14 said…

    believe me.. every thing in this life gets bad!!..

    like movies.. the end should be sad..

    i don't know why!!!.. some times i say that life gets down more than grows up.. i said some times..
    byeee..

     
  • At June 15, 2006 7:23 PM, Blogger مأمون المغازي said…

    العزيزة سما عمان
    تأخرنا عليكِ فاعذرينا

    تدوينة كلها تأمل وصريحة
    حقيقة الكثيرون استعاضوا بالكمبيوتر عن الورقة والقلم
    كما حدث قديمًا للكتاب حين استعملوا الآلة الكاتبة
    وهذا ممكن عند كتابة الموضوع بعد تمامه
    لكن لحظة الخلق الفعلية أراها تأني مع الورقة والقلم وربما الرصاص بالتحديد ( هذا عن نفسي )
    ولا يمنع أن أتأثر بحالة أو أن أكتب ردًا وأنا أمام الشاشة لكن عندما أريد تحويله إلى عمل متكامل الملامح
    أعود به إلى الورقة والقلم وكأنب أعيده إلى الرحم لينمو إيذانًا بالميلاد

    وأعتقد أنه مهما تطور العلم وعند إيجاد طرق الاتصال اللامادي والشرائح الدماغية أو أي من أحلام العلماء أو حتى بعد اختراع وصلة تدون بالكتابة ما يجول بخاطرى

    ستبقى الورقة هي المصب النهائي لأفكار يطلب لها الخلود وكأن عبق الحبر على الأوراق هو النفس الذي يصل بالمعاني والمدلولات إلى المتلقي

    دومي بود وبكل خير

     
  • At June 16, 2006 3:48 AM, Blogger >>Sama Oman said…

    Oh dear Jeff…this is only a thoughts of past. Do you know that I made in my childhood a special notebook for stories I made them up from my mind with some illustrations. I remember this story book that I made…It was silly indeed, but for little child I was big thing. Unfortunately, I don't have anything from my childhood. My some stupid things…let me see if I can find anything can be publish without any embarrassment ;)

    As for my sketches… as I said that babyboy sketch I made a year ago. I didn't touch my sketchbooks for a long time. I don't have that passion that I have had before. So sad, but I still love art and drawing. Maybe I will go back to my beloved hobby one day.
    Anyway, I have some 2-3 nice sketches can be publishing. I will publish them soon….maybe next time.
    But tell me who is this (talented artist)… I don't know who!!!? ;p

    Oh Dear Gmr14…I'm not that pessimistic…I know the life now goes so fast…everything must be done so fast. It's good and bad…good to complete things in time…bad that we get no time for our musing/meditation. I really miss my time out watching stars and sky at night… there are many things I used to do, but now I don't. but still, with this new technology I'm now dealing with you with jeff…with people so far from Oman, and that gather us as one big family…close friends and make me think positively about things and places and peoples. Right!

    أخي مأمون
    شكرا لك على زياراتك
    ومعك كل الحق
    لهذا صرت أتذكر الماضي الجميل و كيف كنت اخبي دفتري الصغير مع قلم و فعلا كان اغلي الوقت قلم رصاص لكي اخط به وأنا وسط الضوء الخافت أفكاري التي تمرح و تتراقص في عقلي.
    ذكريات أجد كثيرون يتشاركون بها معي.
    جميل أن نعود ولو لبعض الوقت للماضي مع أننا لا يجب أن نغفل عنا لتقدم و التواصل مع التطور الحاصل ، الجميل أن نجمع الاثنين معاً

     
  • At June 16, 2006 8:43 AM, Blogger Jeff said…

    Yes, yes! Let us see those sketches soon!

    And something you wrote when you were a child, too.

    :-)

     
  • At June 16, 2006 10:44 AM, Blogger layal said…

    الحمد لله لا زال الورق والقلم صديقاي اكثر من الكمبيوتر الذي اخاف ضياع كلاماتي فيه ما عدا مدونتي طبعا
    وحتي احلام النجوم وما يحدث بها لا زلت حين انظر اليها اقول هل يا تري توجد حياة هناك ام اننا الوحيدون

    سلامي لسما عمان

     
  • At June 17, 2006 2:52 AM, Blogger Abdou Basha said…

    بوست رائع يا سما عمان
    ربما.. يكون مرور الزمن على الإنسان، وسعيه وراء وسائل جديدة للتعبير عن نفسه..!؟
    ربما يكون انشغال الإنسان بأمور أخرى هو ما أبعده عن حس التأمل، والاهتمام بأفكاره..!؟
    أقدر ما كتبتيه هنا وأشعر به .

     
  • At June 17, 2006 11:35 AM, Blogger >>Sama Oman said…

    Jeff: I did upload today some of my sketches…special for you ;p


    Layal:
    أشعر أننا متشابهتان كثيراً... كم افتقد تأملاتي بالخارج... لا ادري ما حدث لي...هل الحياة اخذتنا كثيراً عن أحلامنا و خيالاتنا.
    جميا ان لا يزال القلم و الروقة هي أساس الابداع ...هي المتلقي الاول لما يخطر بالبال ... اتمنى ان أبتعد قليلا عن الكمبويتر و ادماني علية حتى استرجع علاقتي القديمة الرائعة بالقلم و الورق.

    Abdou Basha:
    شكراً أخي العزيز
    أجل الزمن تغير و قدم لنا الكثير من الوسائل التي لا حصر لها، طبعا نقدرها و نحاول حسن استخدامها...

     
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